Sunday, January 23, 2005
; we haven't talked for a day.
i miss your voice. >):
i don't know which song explains how i feel now. ): terrible feeling yes?
home alone now, parents went out for a swim. wasn't in a mood for anything. biased parents i have lah. they promised me they bring me out for a walk or a jog in the morning, cos i look kinda down. just because zell said, they promised her FIRST to bring her to the pool. they did. they bought her there instead. mum says she envy other people mum who can communicate well with the daughter. IT ALL STARTED BECAUSE THEY COMPROMISE. i tried. i failed. i tried again. i failed again.
you know i have to give in to both sides? not both, there's three. i can't please everyone. i'm not a superman, im not a wonderwoman. no one understands this.
let's do some cheering up on monday okay clique?
studied chem yesterday. couldn't get to sleep. read the book baby lent to me. finishing already! haha, im slow at reading lah. hahahaha. xD uh huh, shall do more reading later on.
i hope you're right here with me now, wiping those tears off my face just like how you used to do whenever tears start falling. :'( i hope you're doing fine. do take care. i miss alot. sigh! no matter what, i will always love you. :')
specially for you, baby. :]
Missing You - 1st Ladi
What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
You needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why did he take you away, from me
It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself
I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry
Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself
I just don’t know what to do with myself
I can’t stop looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I want to know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby I’m missing you
Baby I’m missing you
I love you oohh God dammit I love you
Why did he did he take you away from me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby
I just can’t go on baby
; i'm breaking down, somebody please pray for me.
; stick with you
